Don't know how to feel

Step throat

i have it. and i have moved back into my own, place in the city. enjoying time spent with new lovers and friends, despite having been laid-off last week. i'm still optimistic about the world. i just need a new job...

the only shit part of my life right now is... missing this person.

Sunshine up my ass.

So much has gone down in the last 5 months, I can't really even begin to compute it all.

Back in Berlin, now Vienna, then back to Berlin again tomorrow. Today I opted to stay at the house rather than go with the kids to Beethoven's grave. Karaoke nights, Guitar Hero, old friends, free beer that puts that hipster swill back home to shame. Shit, I really can't get over how fucking amazing my life is. So amazing that I don't have time to update, ever :)

Yeah, even though there is so much shit, I am loving life.