how do you find time to blog when you're in love?

Funny

It's funny how angry I got at you when you told me not to cry. Even in my most desperate moments when all I needed was your love and support, you would some how turn it around and make yourself the victim of my emotions, or at least my expression of emotion (tears). I fought you every time. Told you to fuck yourself if you thought I should really never cry. I told you how my dad told me that when I was a little kid and how I never got over that. You knew. Your maternal supports growing up told you being strong meant not crying and well, I know that is bullshit.

OK, onto the funny part. Now that I have had to recover my heart from this tragedy that you have bestowed on me (or perhaps I did it to myself, I ignored all the warnings) I have no need to cry anymore. ESPECIALLY over you. You are a worthless, lying, insensitive piece of shit. I hope you are ready for the karmic explosion that will surely befall you someday. I eagerly await the show.

Don't know how to feel

Step throat

i have it. and i have moved back into my own, place in the city. enjoying time spent with new lovers and friends, despite having been laid-off last week. i'm still optimistic about the world. i just need a new job...

the only shit part of my life right now is... missing this person.

Sunshine up my ass.

So much has gone down in the last 5 months, I can't really even begin to compute it all.

Back in Berlin, now Vienna, then back to Berlin again tomorrow. Today I opted to stay at the house rather than go with the kids to Beethoven's grave. Karaoke nights, Guitar Hero, old friends, free beer that puts that hipster swill back home to shame. Shit, I really can't get over how fucking amazing my life is. So amazing that I don't have time to update, ever :)

Yeah, even though there is so much shit, I am loving life.

sssssaturday

PS check my hair transformation in the past 72 hours. it's nutso!

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